Wednesday, December 30, 2015

Does Jesus Care?

Does Jesus Care?
Merry Christmas!  Happy New Year! What a joyous time of the year—carols and gifts and family and food and laughter!  That is the popular representation of Christmas, but Christmas is not a joyous time for everyone.  For some Christmas is a time to dread—a time of family tension and strife, a time when the lights and music bring painful memories, perhaps of loved ones now in heaven, perhaps of those estranged and far from home, a grandchild missing, a weight of caregiving, a financial crisis, bills unpaid.  What if Christmas is angry words, misunderstandings, racking sobs, swollen eyes, sleepless nights?  What if it’s even fear, violence, suspicion?  What if it is loneliness?   
For many this is the real picture of Christmas.  But no one wants to admit to a scenario like this.   Sometimes it’s the hidden secret.  Put on a happy face!  For those who claim the name of Christ these scenarios may even carry a weight of shame. How can this be happening in my family?  This doesn’t happen in good Christian families.  The question is, ”Does anyone care? Does Jesus even care?”  The answer is “Yes!”
              Does Jesus care when my heart is pained too deeply for mirth and song;
              As the burdens press, and the cares distress, and the way grows weary and long?

              Does Jesus care when my way is dark with a nameless dread and fear? 
              As the daylight fades into deep night shades, does He care enough to be near?

              Does Jesus care when I’ve tried and failed to resist some temptation strong;
              When for my deep grief I find not relief, tho my tears flow all the night long?

              Does Jesus care when I’ve said goodbye to the dearest on earth to me,
              And my sad heart aches till it nearly breaks—Is it aught to Him?  Does He see?

              O yes, He cares—I know He cares!  His heart is touched with my grief;
              When the days are weary, the long nights dreary, I know my Savior cares.
           
            When life is a burden, when troubles come, the God who is identified as Jehovah Rapha, the God who heals, is there.  He is the God who comes with healing in His wings.  Oh, yes!  I know my Savior cares.
                                                                        ~~Faith Himes Lamb







Friday, December 25, 2015

Thanks for Christmas!

We've been out looking at Christmas lights. We drove over to Camp Jordan in the drizzle and enjoyed the spectacle of lights and music that is there. I appreciate the causes they're collecting money for, so I'm glad we went, but my favorite thing is to drive by the homes and see the decorations individuals and families have put up for our enjoyment.
I like to think of all the people who worked--alone or with a helper--to string lights on the eaves of the house or along the porch rail. Some mild Saturday afternoon, they got out the stepladder, fluffed up the wreaths, straightened the bows, and beautified their homes in honor of the season.  In honor of Jesus.
I know that not everyone thinks of Jesus as they put up their lights and arrange the tree so that it can be seen through the window. But I do think it's the image of God in us that gives us generous impulses. His goodness is seen throughout the earth, and any goodness we have comes from Him.
So today I offer my thanks. Thanks to each one of you who worked hard to make things nice for the season. I have loved--loved!--seeing your lights and garlands and wreaths. Thanks most of all to God for giving us Jesus and for creating all the goodness in the world, goodness that endures in spite of all the horrific things that happen every day. Still people are baking, buying, and wishing one another joy.
"The earth is the Lord's and the fulness thereof." (Psalm 24:1)
Joy to the World!


--Sherry Poff

Wednesday, December 2, 2015

My Mount Rushmore

My Mount Rushmore
              In the fall of 1990 my family drove to Alaska, seventeen states and four Canadian provinces in three weeks.  One of the highlights for me was Mount Rushmore, a mind-boggling monument to four of our most prominent presidents.  A couple of weeks ago I read in the Chattanooga Times Free Press an article by Dr. Clif Cleaveland listing his Mount Rushmore of Teachers.  That got me thinking about the teachers I have had over a lifetime.  I have chosen my faces to put on Mount Rushmore.
              The first would be my third grade teacher, Mrs. Sywalka.  I thought she was very stern and intimidating and I was afraid of her.  But then she caught me with a book on top of a book.  I was reading the one I wanted to read and sliding up the book the class was reading together, just in time for my turn to read aloud.  To my humiliation she sent me to the cloak room as “punishment”.  I wept until I realized she had permitted me to bring my book with me.  So I read until called back into the classroom.
              Later Mrs. Sywalka kept me after class to give me a book wrapped in plastic.  I was to wash my hands before I took the book out of the plastic, then return it to the plastic when I was finished.  She exchanged that book for another until I had read an entire series, the Elsie Dinsmore series, in the original copies, at that time probably seventy years old. 
              Mrs. Sywalka understood a bored little girl who craved the knowledge available through books.  I think of her often as I look at the little drop-leaf desk she gave me and the scores of books around my house.
              The second figure on my Mount Rushmore would be Mr. Field, my ninth grade French and English teacher.  He was a brand-new teacher, a recent graduate from Harvard, and very hip.  He sat cross-legged on top of his desk, his tie (required by the school!) tossed over his shoulder.  He gave me a firm foundation in French (traditional formal pronunciation only), but his greater influence was on my writing.  Each week he assigned a topic for a paragraph of no more than seventy-five words.  The topics were imaginative and stimulating, for instance, how to ride a nightmare.  But to this teenage girl who loved words, his assignments were very difficult.  You see, he counted words before he graded.  If you had over the seventy-five-word limit, he didn’t even bother to grade the paragraph.   I loved verbosity, a gushing, flowery garrulousness.  I would write my paragraph, then start cutting.  I often had to cut out half of what I originally wrote in order to meet his requirements.  So when I write today, I cut, in honor of Mr. Field.
              The third figure on that mount would be Mrs. Harris.  She was my private speech teacher in college for two years, the time leading up to my senior speech recital.  Mrs. Harris was a stickler, by definition, “one who insists on something unyieldingly.”  Now that’s the word for Mrs. Harris.  She demanded excellence.  I frankly was terrified of her.  Her words often sent me back to the dorm in tears.  I once unwittingly failed to meet her expectations.  My notebook that day said in huge capital letters, “James 4:17, To him that knoweth to do good and doeth it not, to him it is sin.  When I tell you to do something, don’t rebel!”  I slowly learned that what to me seemed unreasonable, was designed to draw my best from me.
              It is because of Mrs. Harris that I am today a college speech teacher.  She first persuaded me to change my major from interpretative speech to speech education with an interpretative proficiency, that while I insisted I didn’t want to be a teacher.  In addition, it was she who persuaded me to apply for graduate school for a master’s in interpretative speech.  You cannot get a job as a college teacher without a master’s degree.
              In graduate school came my fourth figure, Mrs. Edwards.  I had Mrs. Edwards in undergrad for two classes, but in graduate school she took her place on Mt. Rushmore.  If Mrs. Harris represented discipline and excellence, Mrs. Edwards represented compassion and excellence.  In addition to classes such as Advanced Interpretation of Poetry, Mrs. Edwards was my faculty advisor and private instructor for my graduate project, an hour-long monodrama, researched, written, memorized, and performed under her guidance.  Those two years were difficult for a number of reasons, but I had Mrs. Edwards.  She also insisted on excellence, but with a rare understanding of other things in my life.  She prayed with me, allowed me to weep, sympathized with me, then pushed me past that to perform.
              There are the four faces on my Mount Rushmore of Teachers, Mrs. Sywalka, Mr. Field, Mrs. Harris, and Mrs. Edwards.  They were all very different, but all a part of my shaping.  As a teacher today, I want to be on someone’s Mount Rushmore.  I want to influence my students as these four influenced me.  Hurrah for Mount Rushmore!

                                                                                      ~~Faith Himes Lamb

Monday, November 23, 2015

Light on the Earth

According to google, it was Elly Derr who said, "A diamond is a piece of coal that didn't quit under pressure." I'm afraid I have no idea who Elly Derr is, but I have heard that little bit of wisdom before. What, though, is coal?  It's plants, mostly. And where do plants get their food? Primarily from the sun. In fact, the sun is the source of all our food, too.

Back when I taught fourth grade, I enjoyed assigning food charts. I had the fourth graders keep a list of everything they ate. Then we looked at where all the food comes from. We traced every bit of it back to plants, which depend on the sun for photosynthesis. So all our food really does come from the sun. And all our coal.

Have you ever gathered, on a cold winter day, around a coal stove? It's been years since I did that, but I can tell you, it's a warm place to be. These days we don't heat our homes with coal directly, but some of our electricity comes indirectly from that source. I love thinking, when I am enjoying light and heat in my home, that it's really all sunshine.

Like many of you, I crave sunshine, and too many gray days really put me in a funk. But when we can't get it directly, we can have the benefit of the sun in other ways. Just think of God's foresight and love to make--way back on the fourth day ever--a source of heat and light for us to enjoy in 2015.

"Then God said, 'Let there be lights in the firmament of the heavens to divide the day from the night; and let them be for signs and for seasons, and for days and years; and let them be for lights in the firmament of the heavens to give light on the earth'; and it was so" (Genesis 1:14-15). And so it is.


--Sherry Poff

Sunday, November 15, 2015

My Portion Forever

Psalm 73:25-29

Whom have I in heaven but You?

And there is none upon earth that I desire besides You.

26 My flesh and my heart fail;

But God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.

27 For indeed, those who are far from You shall perish;

You have destroyed all those who desert You for harlotry.

28 But it is good for me to draw near to God;

I have put my trust in the Lord GOD,

That I may declare all Your works.

Recent events in my life have caused me to do a lot of soul searching and deep thinking. If you know me, then you know I am not a deep thinker. I pretty much have always been very accepting of the way things are.

Oh yes, I have strong convictions and can be pretty opinionated, but just have never been one to really dig deep or put another way – “think that hard.” But, lately, I have been doing a lot of deep thinking about change. This year my life has been full of change! There have been good changes, not so good changes, and some that are just different. I am forming a new perspective on life. Maybe, just maybe, I am beginning to learn what God deems important!

The other night I was reading Psalm 73 and these verses jumped off the page. “Whom have I in heaven but You? And there is none upon earth that I desire besides You. My flesh and my heart fail; But God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.” (vs. 25-26) You see when I got the news of my brother Ivan’s death, I was shell shocked! I guess one is never prepared for such news, but even now as I think back to that moment, it still seems like a dream and at times I think I will wake up and it will be over. But no, we all know that’s not the way it will ever be, at least not here on this earth! But, during this time of grieving, I have spent some very precious time on my back porch with the Lord, baring my soul. I have come to realize that what the psalmist says in Psalm 73:28 is worth remembering: “But it is good for me to draw near to God; I have put my trust in the Lord God, That I may declare all Your works.” (vs. 27-28) For you see, that through trials, changes, and yes, even the death of my dear, sweet, brother – God remains a constant. He can be trusted. He wants us to draw near to Him! So, while change can bring about trials, it is those trials which can push us to yes, dig deep, do some soul searching. Through that process I have begun to sense a hunger to draw nearer to God! So, now on those rare occasions when I get to sit in my favorite spot on my back porch and spend special time with the Lord reading scripture or just meditating on Him while enjoying the outdoors His works are so evident and in that very moment I wonder why I need to be reminded that God wants that fellowship with me. Maybe I just need more time on my back porch!

For His Glory!

Pam Dratnol

Monday, October 12, 2015

Shout With Joy



Psalm 100

Make a joyful shout to the Lord, all you lands!
Serve the Lord with gladness;
Come before His presence with singing.
Know that the Lord, He is God;
It is He who has made us, and not we ourselves;
We are His people and the sheep of His pasture.
Enter into His gates with thanksgiving,
And into His courts with praise.
Be thankful to Him, and bless His name.
For the Lord is good;
His mercy is everlasting,
And His truth endures to all generations.

The last few days I have been looking up Psalms of praise and rejoicing. Psalm 100 only started it. You see, a very dear friend last week had an all day brain surgery to remove a tumor. The surgery was Tuesday and was a complete success. They left a small sliver that had wrapped itself around the facial nerve. If they had pushed it, she could have wound up with major complications. She was released from the hospital on Friday and I can barely contain my joy.

But while I have been rejoicing, the question has popped up repeatedly. Would I be praising the Lord this way if Sarah had not made it through the surgery? What if my sister, who has been fighting liver and colon cancer for months, does not make it? What if my physical issues become more serious and I can’t work? What if . . . ? What if . . . ? What if . . . ? You fill in the blank. What are the things you fear or even anticipate? Would you and I be rejoicing that we are His people and praising Him with joyful shouts?

I know we would grieve and carry heavy burdens. Would we still believe that the Lord is good? That His mercy is everlasting? Should we still be shouting with joy?

So now I must confront that question. Since writing the first part of the blog I have found that my dear friend has some pretty drastic side effects from that surgery. Half of her face is paralyzed. One eye does not want to stop moving or shut. She cannot sleep because of the stimulus to the brain through the medicines and the brain surgery, etc. She is having difficulty speaking because of the paralysis. So now what?

I am weeping while I write this. I am grieving as she is. But I have this confidence: I know God is going to do something miraculous with and through her life. I do not know that it will be healing, but it may be something much richer, something that brings glory to God in a way I could not imagine. I choose to be thankful unto Him and bless His name.



~~~Faith Himes Lamb

Monday, September 21, 2015

"Come change--"

One of the joys of my life is teaching literature. In one of my classes, we've been talking about symbols---both contextual and cultural.  Contextual symbols are specific to a particular work, but cultural symbols are ones we all understand to a degree.

Well, now, it's almost autumn, and guess what that's a symbol of? The end of life. It makes sense, doesn't it?  Gardens are finishing up their productive cycle. Leaves will soon be falling all around us, making trees look bare and dead (even though we know they're only resting).  For some of us, autumn is a sad time. We miss the ones we have lost, and we ponder our own passing that will come all too soon. But it's also a beautiful time, just as the memory of loved ones and the assurance of Heaven to come.

Here are two stanzas of a poem by Elizabeth Barrett Browning. She captures the feeling I want to cultivate for myself. I am always sad when summer is over, but I also want to see the blessing of the changing season and to know that God's plan is a good one. When I see the order of the seasons, I know He has everything in His mighty, loving hand.

The dearest hands that clasp our hands, —
Their presence may be o’er;
The dearest voice that meets our ear,
That tone may come no more!
Youth fades; and then, the joys of youth,
Which once refresh’d our mind,
Shall come — as, on those sighing woods,
The chilling autumn wind.

Hear not the wind — view not the woods;
Look out o’er vale and hill —
In spring, the sky encircled them —
The sky is round them still.
Come autumn’s scathe — come winter’s cold —
Come change — and human fate!
Whatever prospect Heaven doth bound,
Can ne’er be desolate.

(from "The Autumn" by Elizabeth Barrett Browning)


--Sherry Poff

Tuesday, September 8, 2015

Home

            As a preacher’s kid who moved several times during my childhood, I always longed for a hometown, a place I came from.  I was born in Wheaton, Illinois, but left there when I was thirteen.  When I went to college, my hometown was listed as Racine, Wisconsin, though we moved there just before my senior year in high school.  By graduate school my parents had moved again, this time to Denver, Colorado, and then that’s what was listed as my hometown, though I had never even visited there.  I thought being able to say a hometown would have made me happy.
            I was reminded of that longing by the message Duane Beach preached on Hebrews11:13-16.  “…having confessed that they were strangers and exiles on the earth…they are seeking a country of their own…they desire a better country, that is to say, a heavenly one.” 
            No wonder we have a longing for home.  Our problem lies in looking for it here on earth.  “This world is not my home; I’m just a passing through. . . and I can’t feel at home in this world any more.”
            Duane said that we have the vision and values of home and these change our behavior.  What if we had the vision and values of our heavenly home?  Would that be different from the vision and values we have right now?
            Right now I have questions that I don’t have the answers for.  I know that we are in this world, but not of it.  John tells us that in chapter 17 where he prays for his disciples saying, “I do not ask Thee to take them out of the world, but to keep them from the evil one.  They are not of this world, even as I am not of this world.”  Obviously, He has left us in the world for a reason.  I know I am to bring glory to God; I know I am to give people a thirst for God; I know I am to show that I am a citizen of another Country.  What does that really look like?  I want to know. 
            In the meantime, I want to go Home.  Do I long for Heaven far more than I longed for a hometown when I was young?  Do I long for Heaven because I want to be out of the trials and heartaches of this life or do I long to go Home because that is where I belong?
            Teach me, Lord.

                                                                                              ~~Faith Himes Lamb

Monday, August 10, 2015

The Power of Story

Many years ago, when I was in college, I had a friend I'll call Lacy. My roommate--let's call her Patty--and I had been witnessing to Lacy for months.  While Lacy was a "good girl," she didn't have a personal relationship with Jesus, and she admitted that.  Then for a time after beginning to talk to Lacy about Jesus, I led a very hypocritical life.  I wasn't acting like a Christian, and Lacy knew it.  After getting right with God and breaking off a destructive relationship, I returned to church and Bible study regularly but never explained the situation to Lacy.

One night Patty, who had been faithful in her witness all along, suggested that I tell Lacy my story. So I did. That was the missing piece in her decision to trust Christ. Lacy needed to know that my lifestyle was not part of the Christian life, and she needed to hear me say that I had asked for and received forgiveness for my sin. It was our joy then for Patty and me to share the ups and downs of our Christian walk and to see Lacy grow in faith.

This is the power of story. I've heard it said a number of times recently that, because your story is your own experience, it's a powerful witnessing tool. Even people who want nothing to do with the Bible will often listen to a personal anecdote. They can't claim it isn't valid; it's your experience.

Think of the numerous times Jesus told a story to get the attention of the crowd. He knew what most teachers know: if you want people to remember a lesson, find a way to get them emotionally invested in it. Stories do this. They can be merely parables, or they can be true accounts of actual events.

Literature is a powerful medium because we learn so much about people and relationships from well-written stories. The power of friendship is illustrated beautifully in everything from Charlotte's Web to Huckleberry Finn. I am certain that reading Steinbeck has made me a more compassionate person. Some of his stories I will never forget.

On Sunday morning, we were challenged to share our story. I thought of some people who might need to hear the same thing I told Lacy all those years ago. I am praying about the right time and way to begin that conversation.  It won't be easy, but I am trusting God to lead me. Then I'll have yet another story to share!


--Sherry Poff

Monday, July 20, 2015

My Samaria

Yesterday we were challenged to think about our personal "Samaria" (the group of people that would be least likely to ever get a visit from us).
The Jews had pretty good reasons to dislike the people of Samaria. After all, the Samaritans, because they'd intermarried, had mixed pagan idolatry with Jewish practices and customs. For years, Jews went out of their way to avoid these people. Then Jesus walked straight through! He didn't ignore the sin that was in the land, yet he loved the people and reached out to share the Living Water with them!
Later, Philip followed Christ's example, which resulted in many coming to know Christ.
So, have you thought about it? Have you answered the question: To whom are you unwilling to go?
I don't like to think that I've ever been unWILLING to go. 
Maybe unABLE. unQUALIFIED. unPREPARED. 
But unWILLING?
Seven years ago, I would have used these less abrasive "un" words to explain why I could not interact with drug and alcohol addicted prostitutes. But the truth was, I was unwilling to go. In my fear and insecurity I believed that someone else would surely be better equipped for the role. But the Holy Spirit was persistent, and now I spend time with these women every week sharing the truth of the gospel with them, the message that even in their sin, Christ died for them! And guess who gets the blessing every time?
I suppose I could become satisfied that I've been through a personal Samaria. But Acts 1:8 extends the invitation into the uttermost parts of the world. And oddly enough, many of those parts exist right here in my Jerusalem. 
Oh that we would all be bold and obedient to GO into all the world...ALL the world!

~Rebecca Phillips

Monday, July 13, 2015

No Lie

Who remembers that old Nazareth song "Love Hurts"?  It's not an encouraging number. From the anguished voice of the vocalist to the melancholy strains of the guitar, the song just oozes angst. But it is strangely appealing, pulling at the memory most of us have of some past hurt--either real or imagined.

One of the most pessimistic lines of the song is this: "Love is just a lie made to make you blue." Not very poetic or deep, but the tune got a lot of airplay, making it to number eight on the top 100 list in the spring of 1976. (You really have to see the expression on the guy's face as he sings. And the hair! But I digress.)

There's been a lot of talk about love recently, and I'm here to say a little more about it. A few years ago, I had the privilege of contributing to a devotional book called Love is a Verb. The idea of the book is, I believe, a biblical view that love is not how we feel but what we do--a behavior we decide on. That's not to say emotions aren't involved.  I certainly get a wonderful feeling from loving acts, and I am often inspired to loving actions by my emotions.

But sometimes I'm inspired to loving actions by scripture. The apostle Paul had a lot to say about motivation.  In his letter to the Romans, he exhorts the readers to "let love be without hypocrisy." He goes on to talk about "brotherly love" and "affection." The thrust of this whole chapter (12) is that we shouldn't think of ourselves as being better than others; instead, we offer ourselves as "a living sacrifice." 

What does such a sacrifice mean? Sometimes it means letting someone else choose the movie. It might mean digging a hole to help your neighbor plant a rose bush or putting down a book to talk to someone who needs a listening ear. It may mean something much bigger: a lifestyle change or a difficult stand for the truth.

In some of these cases, love might, indeed, hurt a little, but the end is so worth the sacrifice. And that is certainly not a lie.   


--Sherry Poff

Monday, June 15, 2015

Strengthened by Grace

These words are found at the end of a powerhouse book of doctrine, Hebrews. It is common for the epistles to end with instructions and this verse is found smack dab in the parting, last words, live-this-way closing. Because of the many admonitions before and after this verse, you could miss it….

Let’s take a minute and consider this verse.
  • "Do not be carried away..."
This first phrase is a straightforward and often repeated, staple kind of teaching. We are not to be “carried away” by varied and strange teachings. The verb translated “do not” of this verse is Present, Passive, and Imperative. The present tense indicating “as a way of life;" the passive voice indicating this is an action we receive, and the imperative mood indicating this is a command. Also, the fact that this verb has a mood indicates this is a main point in the instructions… 
What does that mean? It means this is a very important fact - not a suggestion, not just a good idea of how to live, but a command. This is an action we receive - so how do we receive the ability to not be carried away?? Christ, of course. God, the Holy Spirit will lead us into all truth (John 14:26). It is interesting to look at the actual Greek in this verse because it reads: “Teachings, varied and strange BE NOT.” The word “varied” is exactly what it says, but the word can also be used for sickness. The word for strange means “not of the family.” So, we are to-as a way of life-not have anything to do with teachings that are not of the family, meaning not of the Word. These teachings that can be considered "sick." There are many varieties of these "sick" teachings.
  • "...for it is good for the heart to be strengthened by grace..."
Now, to my favorite part of this verse! So, we know what we are not to be part of, now we find what teachings we should be about…and that is simply...grace. We are strengthened, which means: sure, fixed, to make firm or reliable so as to warrant security and inspire confidence, to strengthen, make true, fulfill. Teaching and learning grace makes us strong, firm, and secure. How can we be taught grace? Grace is God’s unmerited favor and is proclaimed in every book in the Bible. It is by grace we are saved. It is the truth found everywhere in the New Covenant that we cannot earn salvation or work to keep ourselves in favor with God. God is not interested in my “obeying” to make Him happy. He is Love and is already happy with me, in spite of me. I am sealed by the Spirit and cannot lose salvation or favor with God. Too often, we come to Christ in faith for salvation, but try walking with Christ through works instead. We feel that God is not going to bless us if we don’t have our quiet time, or if we do have our quiet time we feel that God owes us something. This is sin. To try to live out our Christian lives through works is sin; and honestly the reason for one of the harshest rebukes in the Bible, “You foolish Galatians.” We are made firm, by remembering and studying the truth, the truth that God’s love for me is because He is God and awesome. How does this give me strength? If I remember this, if I live with this in the forefront of my mind, I live a life of a bondservant. I don’t have to serve but I choose to serve because my Lord is so good.

I used to be afraid to blatantly focus my teaching ministry this way- I felt that if I taught primarily grace then Satan would deceive others into licentiousness, which is heresy as well. God through Paul addressed this in Romans 6:1, “What shall we say then, shall we continue in sin that grace might increase (Romans 6:1)?” He goes on to say “...how shall we who have died in sin continue in it” (Rom. 6:2)? This is the same truth as “...if you love me, you will obey My commandments...” (John 14:15) and “...a child of God cannot continually sin...” (1 John 3:9). God loves us not based on what we do, but because He is love. This amazing love inspires devotion. We “obey” out of love for our master who loves us no matter what. We do not obey our master in order to get Him to love us in return. This love, this grace, if we can grasp it, makes us firm and causes us to live a life of a bondservant.

This is what we should teach, believe, and live in light of…..


Sarah Beasley

(from The Complete Word Study Dictionary: New Testament © 1992 by AMG International, Inc. Revised Edition, 1993)

Monday, June 8, 2015

The Death Wish

I know I'm not the only one to notice this phenomenon, but I'll mention it again:  So often the same scripture passages or ideas show up in multiple sermons, devotionals, or songs.  It happened again this week.  Larry and I are visiting our daughter Sarah and her husband in Greenville. The pastor at the church we visited yesterday preached from - - - are you ready?  Acts chapter 4!

It's amazing, really, how rich the Bible is and how many different lessons can be learned from the same passage. This pastor, Jonathan Tomkins, took us to verses 23-33. He had a lot to say about unity, but the big idea that stuck with me was the idea of a "death wish."

Pastor Tompkins noted that the prayer for "confidence"-- or "boldness" in some versions--was really asking for trouble because of the political and religious climate of the day. Many believers went out to proclaim God's word and truly suffered for it, a truth we see in I Peter.

However, another kind of "death wish" is at work here as well: death to self and selfish desires. If we truly focus on God's aims and the gospel message, many people will not like us. They will think we're strange, intolerant, or even hostile. In order to boldly speak truth, I must die to my own desire to be liked and accepted. God's opinion and approval must be more important to me than man's approval.

I note in verse 31 that God granted the prayer of his people. They did speak with boldness, and many of them suffered for it. Some died physically, but all died to self. May it be so for me this week.


--Sherry Poff

Monday, June 1, 2015

A Simple Equation

"Any number X 0 always = 0, huh!"

As a third grade teacher, I often found myself making up silly chants like the one above. While chants are great for instilling one message in a child’s mind, they are also really great for getting kids to line up quickly and in a somewhat fashionable order. Admittedly, the latter was my cherished result, but I’m glad that my third-graders-turned-college-students-overnight still know the truth about multiplying numbers by 0.

Unfortunately, in our spiritual lives, we forget this very basic equation:

ANY SIN (even your 1,893,423rd one) X CHRIST (zero sins) always = RIGHTEOUSNESS (zero sin), HUH!

1 John 1: 9—“If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.”
Psalm 103:12—“…as far as the east is from the west, so far does he remove our transgressions from us.”
Hebrews 10:17—“…I will remember their sins and their lawless deeds no more.”

It doesn’t matter how large the first factor gets, the answer is always ZERO sin! Christ knew before He died 2,000 years ago how many sins we would commit, and He forgave all of them on the cross. When we add variables to Christ’s work on the cross, we change the equation!

There is NOTHING else needed, NO additional confession, NO additional penance, NO additional good works to cancel out the bad.

Nothing.

Zero.


That makes me wanna say, “Huh!”

~Rebecca Phillips

Monday, May 18, 2015

Prisoner...But Free

As a prisoner
All rights as a citizen
No longer apply

As a prisoner
Any dreams for the future
No longer matter

As a prisoner
All cravings and addictions
Cannot be indulged

As a prisoner
Favorite activities
May not be enjoyed

As a prisoner
Choices and variety
No longer exist

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I know prisoners
Who today have hope in Christ
Chains of sin broken

I know prisoners
Whose guilt, remorse, and regret
No longer bind them

I know prisoners
Whose faith has cleared their record
Truth has set them free

I know prisoners
Blameless, righteous, forgiven
No longer guilty



I just spent two days alongside men who have committed gruesome crimes. They have been stripped of every right and privilege they had as a citizen. Yet, they are more free than many who are not confined to prison, because they have experienced the forgiveness and healing that comes through Jesus Christ. They have hope that even though their lives on earth will be spent inside a maximum security prison, it is not their end. They have joy in knowing that they can have (and have had) an impact on the "outside" world through what they're learning and pursuing inside prison walls. They are speaking Truth into their children's lives, stopping the generational cycle of crime one child at a time. They are sharing the hope they have with other prisoners whose lives are being changed. For two days, I shared tears of joy and pain with my brothers. For one day, I watched men be dads, uncles, grandpas to the children they love. For life, I will be forever changed.

Monday, May 11, 2015

A Letter to My Birth Mom

It is at this time of year that I think most about my birth mother. It may sound a bit calloused, but Mother’s Day is one of the only days of the year I think about her. Somewhere, a woman I have never met, whose name I do not know, is celebrating Mother’s Day, because my very existence labeled her as one. This year I took some time to write some thoughts and feelings I have about her.

Dear Mom,
Happy Mother’s Day! I’m the reason you can celebrate today. I don’t know what kind of emotions and feelings you have on this symbolic day of the year or if it evokes more or less than other days, so I will tell you mine.
Today I celebrate you, someone who is a total stranger to me, but essential to my very existence. I don’t know the specifics of the decisions that lead to my conception, but I do know some of the ones that followed. You must have been scared, Mom, and maybe even alone. But somewhere along the line you valued my life more than your own. Thank you. It didn’t have to be that way. It was “your body, your choice.” And I don’t know what I would have done if I had been in your place.
You did the best you could. You worked hard and sought out help. What humility. I’m strong-willed and determined…something I may have gotten from you. I struggle with asking for help sometimes, but you knew it was the right thing to do. And everyone knows the right things to do are some of the hardest things to do.
You picked out a family to adopt me. You took the time for someone who barely existed to have a chance at a better life. I’m sure if you had chosen to keep me that you would have continued to do your best. But you saw beyond that to me and the future I could have. Proverbs 16:9 says, “In their hearts humans plan their course, but it is the LORD who directs their steps.” God’s hand was moving both in my new life and in yours, whether you recognized it or not.
I don’t know what happened in the days before I was born. I don’t know if the weight of your decisions had finally taken its toll on you, or if life was just bearing down on you as it so often does. But I do know that in a moment of obscurity you found yourself in the midst of substance abuse. Was it at home? With friends? Did it bring comfort? Temporary freedom from everything life had dealt you? You had to have known that this choice wasn’t your finest. That it could have caused harm to both you and me. Was it worth the risk?
Whatever the circumstances were that lead you to that decision I can’t and won’t hold it against you ever, Mom. Who’s to say that I wouldn’t do the same thing if I were in your shoes? But I know God was watching over both of us. Despite the weight of the choices you made, I was born with perfect health. I learned years later while looking over my file that you were concerned about my health, yet refused to hold or interact with me. Many people would take that information in a variety of different ways. I choose to believe that you made that choice so that you would follow through with letting me go. I know that must have been hard. But there are no words to express the gratitude I have that you
made that choice.

I am so happy with the life you chose for me. I have been given a foundation that is solid. I have had the chance to excel and have been taught that my potential is only limited by my own lack of effort. You gave me this chance, Mom. So today of all days I’m asking you not to live in the past, in moments of doubt or regret. Be proud, Mom. Celebrate. Today is as much about you as it is the mother who raised me. You may not have had the chance to watch me grow, but you were the reason I got to. Thank you.
I love you. Happy Mother’s Day, Mom.
Your Daughter


Joya Shenefield