Wheaton, Illinois, 1950s, this time of year. Brilliant arches of maples, oaks, and elms over streets, red, orange, and yellow. Leaves deep enough on the ground to wade through , make forts from, jump in piles of. We raked the leaves onto tarps, then dragged those tarps into the back yard and piled them with heaps of others. Later we burned them, the acrid smell forever buried in our memories.My grandmother would set up a sleepover for my sister and me, allowing us to invite one friend each. Saturday morning she would hand each of us a rake. The team that made the biggest pile in the time allotted won the bragging rights and the prize. Sweet memories.
I am enjoying the memories, but I am also enjoying today. I love the fall season. I am not a hot weather person, so I welcome the relief of cooling temperatures. My favorite colors are the colors of fall, orange yellow, and colors in between. I love fall flowers, mums and pansies. This week I spent time planting them.
Ecclesiastes 3:1 says, “To everything there is a season, a time for every purpose under heaven.” Just as the year moves from season to season, so I believe do our lives. I am in the late fall and early winter of my life. I have been considering what that means. Life is winding down for me. There are some things I cannot do any more, some things that require more time and energy than I have. There is not the busyness of the constant demands of family and responsibilities. Instead there is freedom to choose what I will do with my time. I can actually choose to not do anything, Everything requires a choice.
I choose to invest in other people, to spend time with others. If I wind up alone with no friends, that will be largely my fault. I will work to be an encourager, not a complainer. I want to be the kind of person that people will want to be around.
I choose to be careful with my finances, but also to be generous. The temptation is to be tight, to worry about whether I will be able to pay for my needs. I cling to the promises of Matthew 6:31-34, “Do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ For your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow.” My bank account is not an accurate indicator of my future.
These are only some of my thoughts on the season of my life. There are two Scriptural passages that I cling to. The first is Psalm 31:15, “My times are in Your hands.” The second is Psalm 90:12, “Teach us to number our days that we may gain a heart of wisdom.” I want to be continually growing, through both the fall and winter of my life.
~~Faith Himes Lamb